I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT

2008-06-17T18:43:00.003-05:00

I have some picture updates. [not like anyone else updates theirs...]

Eddie Izzard Show in Houston

Flying.

God is my Co-Pilot.

You can clearly see my house.

Sushi Dinner.

Friday.

2008-05-31T21:37:00.002-05:00

I did this most of the day.

Wedding.

2008-05-25T13:35:00.005-05:00

Wedding Invitation.

At Chuy's with Pat, Tessa and Bryan.
(not pictured: carol, darren, katy, john, and myself.)

The stupidest stained glass window i've ever seen.

Fart Show.

2008-05-18T14:08:00.003-05:00

If you were cool enough, you were invited or at least heard about the "Ink Slingas Ball" at the United States Art Authority in Austin this past weekend. Lots of good artists.

It was a lot of fun, and I got to meet new people and rep the Monster Kids. There was a band that played called HUG. They played such hits as:

Lick a Hole.
Don't Shoot The President
What if Hitler was a Chick.
White Boys Eat Pussy.
Junkie Lover.
Satan Enjoys Your Musk.
Pussy Bound.
Shit Sex.

If you ever get a chance to see this live and in person, I recommend it. It will make you a stronger person.

2008-05-11T18:53:00.004-05:00

Since i'm mostly dead, i've been watching a lot of TV, especially Seinfeld. Do you rememebr the one where Jerry meets Janeane Garofalo, and they are exactly the same so Jerry asks her to marry him? anywho, they both order Cherrio's for dinner, and I cant stop thinking about them.

In fluid mechanics, the cheerio effect is the tendency for small wettable floating objects to attract one another. The comedian and author Rich Hall called this effect "cheeriomagnetization", using it as an example of a word that needed to be coined, or "sniglet". An example of the cheerio effect is the phenomenon whereby breakfast cereal tends to clump together or cling to the sides of a bowl of milk. It is named for the breakfast cereal Cheerios and is due to surface tension and buoyancy. The same effect governs the behavior of bubbles on the surface of fizzy drinks.[1]

2008-05-07T19:13:00.002-05:00

Im mostly dead at the moment.

Whaaaats in your Wallet.

2008-04-30T00:59:00.003-05:00

From Top to Bottom - Left to right.

1. Kitchen Confidential by Anthony Bourdain
2. Wallet.
3. Change.
4. Karma Solid Perfume from Lush.
5. Facial Blotting Tissues from The Body Shop.
6. Sunglasses from Target.
7. Hankerchief from Anthroplogie.
8. Keys, with key chains from Carol and Walmart
9. Mary Kay Satin Lip Balm.
10. Vicodin for Wisdom Teeth.
11. Chap Stick.
12. So Pink from the Gap.
13. HoneyBee Lip Balm from Walgreens
14. Oral B Satin Floss.
15. Pencil Bag from American Eagle in 8th grade.
16. a 5 inch ruler.
17. Pens and a Tampon probably from Walmart.
18. Carmex.

well, whats in your wallet ?

2008-04-28T15:23:00.001-05:00

Amy Poehler is knocked up with Will Arnett's baby! Yes, she's a Baby Mama. I know! Their rep confirmed to People Magazine that they are expecting a little one this Fall. The two have been married since 2003. It's their first baby.

Will and Amy better give that baby an awesome name or I just don't know about them. The world will be severely disappointed if they don't name baby after a fruit, vegetable or cartoon character.

Papa Hemingway Hates Everyone.

2008-04-26T18:03:00.002-05:00

Ernest Hemingway was a great writer, maybe the greatest writer of the last century—well who the hell did you think it was?—and he was an enormous bitch. And he was at his bitchiest best after he blew his brains out. First there was his posthumously published A Moveable Feast, in which he made famously made fun of Gertrude Stein, and most noteably F. Scott Fitzgerald's penis. Ever since, his biographers have churned out volumes about his life, his technique, and his mean streak. Now, A.E. Hotchner, who's been dining out on Hemingway for a lifetime, is coming out with The Good Life According to Hemingway, in which he recalls how much the Old Man hated Hollywood.

"When producer David O. Selznick crowed that his wife, Jennifer Jones, was starring in "A Farewell to Arms" and he'd pay Hemingway a $50,000 bonus from any profits, the novelist wrote back: 'If by some miracle, your movie, which stars 41-year-old Mrs. Selznick portraying 24-year-old Catherine Barkley, does earn $50,000, you should have all $50,000 changed into nickels at your local bank and shove them up your [bleep] until they came out of your ears.'
The rest of these chestnuts have been showing up in Hemingway biographies forever, but, hey, Hotchner's gotta eat.

"Darryl F. Zanuck, the boss of 20th Century Fox, was trashed when he asked Hemingway to shorten the title of 'The Short Happy Life of Francis Macomber,' which starred Gregory Peck. Hotchner quotes Hemingway, 'I said, you want something short and exciting that will catch the eye of both sexes, right?' He then reeled off the first letters of Hollywood studio names that together spelled out the F-word. 'That should fit all the marquees and you can't beat it as a sex symbol.' Zanuck titled the film 'The Macomber Affair.'

"Of 'The Sun Also Rises,' Hemingway raged: 'Any picture in which Errol Flynn is the best actor is its own worst enemy.' As for 'The Old Man and the Sea,' 'I sat through all of that movie, numb. Spencer Tracy looked like a fat, very rich actor playing a fisherman.'"

"Hemingway, who committed suicide in 1961, snarked that in a love scene in 'For Whom the Bell Tolls,' Gary Cooper 'didn't take off his coat. That's one hell of a way for a guy to make love, with his coat on - in a sleeping bag.'"

FryReef

2008-04-26T03:05:00.002-05:00

Hell Yeah Brother.
Expo Center + Bad Weather + Meth Mouths
= Flyleaf.

a good time was had by all.

omg. cupcakes. omg.

2008-04-23T16:24:00.002-05:00

GAHHH I WANT CUPCAKES SO BAD !

Random Pictures.

2008-04-22T11:56:00.006-05:00

Saturday, Kingston Riley Peauntbutter SissyBear Leavitt Tanner and I are working on a paper. Well, he is mostly sitting on my stuff, and knocking my papers on the floor.

This girl sits next to me, and never brushes her hair.

I had to listen to Dr. Martinez lecture for almost on hour on what a 'Couch Potato' is.... he even drew a diagram

COME ON !!!

on another note:

Happy Birthday Ms. Page

sometimes, i like commercials.

2008-04-19T14:56:00.002-05:00

1. The new Discovery Channel Commercial.

2. Dow Human Element Commercial.

these are the only two i could think of at the moment. But ill add some as i remember

derunksizzle.

2008-04-18T02:38:00.004-05:00

ok so we had a standing apptopntment. it was fun. Ive been awake for a really long time. I woke up at 9:00 wednesday morning. and i had a 2 hr map from 1103ish to 130ish. then my dog wouldnt let me sleep. i got like 4 text messages from my gurls. so i woke up took a chower and whent to O';broiams and had some drinks then went to carols for some good times.

1.See the clocak. 415. going to work.
my dog wouldnt let me sleep. she wanted to hang owls.

PS. I really love my girls. a lot. Its gonna me really hard for me when [and IF] I cant hang out with them everyday. or text. or harass via myspace. I love them a lot. they are my faux sisters. bbf's fl. hbic-ic.

2008-04-17T01:42:00.003-05:00

1. I am pulling an all nighter to finish writing a paper. It is 1:42am. and im getting really close to 17 pages. huzzah. I need another page and half on Andrew Wyeth, and a conclusion. PLUS a day to proofread. I dont really see any reason on going to bed, seeing as I have to get up at 4:15.

2. Please dont get mad. But i'm watching 'Georgia Rule'. I'm so sorry.

3. This time next week. I'll be done with the semester. Spank God.

4. Barstool Mountain tomorrow should be fun and or interesting to say the least.

MAY + SUMMER + FALL = GRADUATION !

2008-04-14T20:55:00.002-05:00

MAY

Marriage and Family = 8:30 - 11:30
Gerontology = 1:00 - 4:00

SUMMER ONE

Developmental Psych = 10:00 - 12:00
Social Problems = 12:00 - 2:00

SUMMER TWO

Child and Adolescent Psych = 10:00 - 12:00
Gender Issues = 12:00 - 2:05

FALL

Ceramics = MW - 9:00 - 10:50
Population Studies = TH - 11:00 - 12:20
Physical Geology = MW - 6:00 - 9:45
Photography - TH - 9:00 - 10:50
Non-Toxic Printmaking - independent study.

Well, I guess the plan is just to make it through the summer. If i can do that, i'm home freeeeee!

2008-04-12T00:07:00.002-05:00

Every Spring, UMHB does a thing called PlayDay. Play Day is aimed mostly at students who live on campus actually care and support the school. They bring in a carnival, a petting zoo, inflatable jumping things, they have intermural brackets and crap like that. I for one, would like 100 bucks knocked off my tuition because I wouldnt go to play day if you paid me. [ok, maybe i would, im pretty poor.] but you know what I mean.

Carol, Katy and I decided we would have our own "Play Day" we started the day off at Alvin Ord's for some sandmiches, and proceeded to Walgreens in Temple so Carol could get some pictures she had developed for Jason and Katy and I could touch everything. Next we planned on watching movies and drinking all day but settled for drinking and gossiping. We made these drinks that had Vanilla Rum and Orange crush, and it tasted like a dreamsicle. The other drink was Vanilla Rum and Canada Dry and that tasted like a cream soda. yummmmmz. We poured one out for Kelly, dont worry.

That was by far the BEST play day I've ever had. I am really gonna miss sitting around with the girls talking shit and being silly.

The times are a changin'

2008-04-08T13:47:00.002-05:00

LINKZ

-- YUM. actually, I might like the 24k Gold Lollipop.
-- Maybe its adderall, maybe its a rare brain disease.
-- All civilizations become spacefaring, or extinct.
-- This link will make James Green cry.

2008-04-07T23:50:00.002-05:00

LINK DAY

-- Sometimes, the simplest things, make me the happiest.

-- Most people have too much time on their hands.

-- I don't really understand Bento Boxes.

-- Project Runway has been Auf'ed.

-- Really fat cats make me mad.

I made my schedule for may, summer and fall. 33 semester hrs. gah. wish me luck
Marriage and Family
Natural History Field Trip
Developmental Psych
Social Problems
Ethnic Relations
Child and Adolecent Psych
Gender Issues
Death and Dying
Population Studies
Photography I
Ceramics I
Mixed Media (maybe)

Carol and I went swimming today. It was cold and hot. fact.

2008-04-06T14:39:00.004-05:00

If you ever want a big huge cold glass of beer [bud light, coors light or miller light] you should go to Old Jody's. Marylin, Ann, Pat, Amanda, Katy and I headed over to Old Jody's for some chicken fried steak, fried pickles and burgers last night and of course we had to have the giant beer. Ann is a blur and Katy has beaver teeth. When you go, be sure to sit in "StraitLand". Its an entire section devoted to good old George Strait. Last time we were there I tried to play some classics on the jukebox, but we never heard them play our songs.

On the way home from Katy and Pat's last night, I saw three opossums walking in a line down the road. It was pretty weird. They were playing follow the leader down Canyon Creek Drive. When I got home, I looked up some stuff on wikipedia.com about them.

"When threatened or harmed, they will "play possum", mimicking the appearance and smell of a sick or dead animal. The lips are drawn back, teeth are bared, saliva foams around the mouth, and a foul-smelling fluid is secreted from the anal glands. The physiological response is involuntary, rather than a conscious act. Their stiff, curled form can be prodded, turned over, and even carried away. Many injured opossums have been killed by well-meaning people who find a catatonic animal and assume the worst. The best thing to do upon finding an injured or apparently dead opossum is to leave it in a quiet place with a clear exit path. In minutes or hours, the animal will regain consciousness and escape quietly on its own."

2008-04-02T00:54:00.003-05:00

Im having a DTR with myself about Mr. Rogers, and how much I think I really loved him. Ive come to the conclusion that If god had mannerisims and a tone of voice, It would be Mr. Rogers. He always remembered to tell me that I was special, and that each day was better because I was in it. I remember watching sesame street and it helping me learn how to count, and reading rainbow showed me new books, but Mr. Rogers encouranged me to be a good person. I remember being really small, and being afraid to turn off the television because I thought he would know if I wasnt waiting for him to come back, after all .. we were friends.

Watch this video and look him in the eyes. I swear it will make you tear up.

ps. sorry so sappy today.

Down with the Sickness.

2008-03-31T21:34:00.003-05:00

OO.ah ah ah ah.

I contracted the "Seals Family Plague" though some unknown source. Most likely from their house, or it could be all of that foreign money Pat had laying around. Whatever it is, you don't want it. ever. Viral Gastroenteritis

The past two days have been very boring. I'm either in the bathroom, or laying in bed watching TV. I haven't had food in two days, and can barely keep water down. But, I just had some JELLO, and it feels like its going to stay down.

I had to go and play tag in a gym for two hours followed by badminton... and only had to throw up once.

aren't you glad you read this ?

2008-03-28T00:38:00.003-05:00

You people need to update...

...how can i stalk, if you never update !

PS. download the Zooey Deschanel and M.Ward album. She and Him: Volume One. You wont regret it. promise.

2008-03-24T23:54:00.002-05:00

These books have been sitting on my desk since January. I have a 20 page paper to write from Hershall, and these books are sitting here gathering dust. I have so many things to do between now and the end of the semetser.

TO DO.

Metrics - due end of March
20 page paper for Hershall on portraiture/nudity - due mid April
10 page paper + power point on creativity and madness for Rhonda - mid April
Star Lab/Journals - due April 1
Constallation Report - due April 1
Soccer games for LIA - March 20 something
Sign up for May-Mester
Sign up for Summer School
FSAFA
Get wisdom Teeth out.

UGH. too much to do, too little time.

2008-03-21T17:05:00.001-05:00

Im going to eat your brains and gain your knowledge.

a gift from Aunt Carol.

HBOs.

2008-03-19T17:34:00.005-05:00

Today was a really really pretty day. Bright sun, Clear Sky, Cool Breeze. I went and sat in the backyard and read for a couple of hours. I kept getting distracted by this horrible screetching noise comming from the neighbors back yard. I still have no idea what it was.

Top Chef started last week, and I think I'll go ahead and watch it. BRAVO can do no wrong in my book, but we'll see. If you have HBO, check out "IN TREATMENT". Its actually produced by Marky Mark. It's Monday - Friday in 30 min episodes. He meets with paitents 4 days a week, then he sees a therapist on Fridays.

On Mondays, Paul has to deal with Laura, a patient who's fallen in love with him...and practically every man she meets. My professional diagnosis: She's a crazy nymphomaniac.

Tuesdays, Alex, is a cocky Navy pilot dealing with his harrowing battle experiences and his own crumbling marriage.

Wednesdays, it's Sophie, a defensive teenage gymnast who is too invested in her adult male coach.

Thursdays, married couple Amy and Jake who, well, just hate each other's guts.

And on Fridays, our hero goes to see his therapist, where he peevishly, so-satisfyingly unloads on everybody above.

Its a weeklong soap opera, some paitents intertwine, and each week reveals something new. You can watch the first 3 episodes of each character here.

Beeville Followup.

2008-03-18T00:18:00.005-05:00

i'll start off by saying i dont care who reads this....

i've never been a jealous person, and i'll be damned if i start now. I feel like I was put in a position to be made jealous, but i refuse to be, I can't be, I'm not. I'm no longer attracted to this someone ... at all. I felt I've been put though this test, and I believed I've passed. Even thouh I care about you, I think that things have changed to a point that we don't really know each other anymore. I'm sick of being the 90% of the friendship. You owe me an apology. I know I will never get it, and thats ok. Sometimes I feel the apology there. Sometimes. . . not. . .

On another note, Beeville was amazing, the only thing I would change would be.... being in charge. I would love to go camping without ever being in charge. I want to sleep later, cook less and drink harder. But, then.... things wouldnt get done. .. no one would do anything. We would eat dirt sandwiches for breakfast. We would never leave or arrive anywhere.

I secretly like it, I like making sure everyone is taken care of. That everyone is having a good time, everyone is satisfied; the food is cooked, the drinks are full. I love being there.

Mr. Harry Wong.

2008-03-10T14:30:00.005-05:00

I swear to blog, there is a man named Harry Wong who wrote a bunch of teaching books. Im taking this Low Organized Activities class and every time she mentions Harry Wong, I laugh.

I'll update some more when I get back from night class.

In my night class, "Art and Psychology" we had a HOUR to draw, using a big sheet of paper, markers, crayons, pastels, watercolors, ect, how we feel when we 'CREATE'.

This was mine. It's pretty boring and simple. But for being a class for art majors [and one dude who sleeps the whole time] my was not the worst. Certainly not the best, but by far the worst. I thought the assignment could have had some musical accompaniment but carols iphone music had to do.

I'm in a book rut. I just finished a book called "The Dead Beat - The Perverse Pleasures of Obituaries". I highly recommend it.

"Selma Koch, a Manhattan store owner who earned a national reputation by helping women find the right bra size, mostly through a discerning glance and never with a tape measure, died Thursday at Mount Sinai Medical Center. She was 95 and a 34B."

Any one have any ideas for what's next ?

Lashies.

2008-03-08T18:49:00.008-06:00

I think I am going to use some of my tax money and get my eyelashes permed. Yes, I said eyelashes and perm in the same sentence. My lashes are really long and hold a curl for about 5 mins. Its a vain thing that only I would notice, but I still think I would enjoy doing it.

I wonder if it smells like regular hair perm. I dont know if I could handle the burning stench of hair so close to my face. . .

My parents talked me into getting my friends to come over and help paint. I actually had a lot of fun. The drinks were passed around, and the walls slowly transformed into a slightly lighter shade of green. I like the color, I think it makes the living room look less like a cave, and more like a people house.

I think Im going to be really bored tonight. Call me if you want to play !

Today is Friday.

2008-03-07T14:30:00.002-06:00

Ahh. Friday. Carol, Jason, Katy, Eric, Taryn, Taryn's Bf and I went to eat a $3.50 lunch at The Ranch. It was complete crap, every thing was room temp, and the fries could have been cooked about 45 min longer.

My TIVO forgot to record LOST last night, so I had to watch it this afternoon instead. I was kinda disappointed in the episode, but next week looks goood.

Last night, in celebration of Carols birthday.We went to Jody's for some dinner and had drinks at O'Brians.

BEEVILLE COUNTDOWN: T minus 7 Days. I hope it is this pretty next weekend.

Carol's Birfday

2008-03-05T14:11:00.005-06:00

Happy Birthday Carol!

I am updating early, beacause ill probably be out late-ish. I think all we are doing tonight is watching the Project Runway Season Finale. I really hope Christian wins. 1) Because I HATE JILLIAN and 2) Rami is just ..ok. Yeah, he can drape extremely well, we all know that. Even though Christian is kindof a sissy bitch, I think he has more qualities that could help him become a successful designer. He's fierce and he knows it. Also, i think he may be a close cousin of Timone....discuss..

I went to my mom's office today and cleaned. The lady who normally does it has been out for a month, so it was pretty dirty. ESPECIALLY, the men's bathrooms. Men are pretty gross. I couldnt figure out how to flush the urnials, it took me about 20 min to figure it out. It was an automagic one that you literally had to get all up in the urninals face for it to flush. sigh. I have to go back tomorrow to finish some bathrooms and two upstairs offices. oh well, its 75 bucks that I sure could use for Beeville !!

UPDATE: YAY CHRISTIAN

http://projectrungay.blogspot.com/

tu-wednesday.

2008-03-04T20:07:00.003-06:00

Today feels like Wednesday. I dont know why, but it does. I went to class, and after my sister picked me up and we went to eat lunch with my mom at work. My sister has been driving for 6 years, and this is the first time i have ever been in the car with her driving. It wasnt bad, just weird.

I have resigned to the fact that my car will remain in a state of disrepair until i throw it away after i graduate. I just can't afford it right now, and it still runs. ...sigh... oh well, at the very least it teaches me to not make fun of people with wrecked cars :)

I want Beeville to be right meow. I need a break, even though it seems like I have been unproductive this semester. But Im taking 18 hrs. so everyone can just back off. I need to get my shit lined up for next semester so im not stuck in shitty classes. I HAVE to take 15 over the summer/may-mester, and 15 in the fall. When we get back from Beeville i HAVE to write a 20 page rough draft for my Independent Study class, otherwise it will make Hershall mad.

Im gonna so watch Sunshine at John's. again. Its really good, you should see it.

Ze Queen.

2008-03-03T23:32:00.004-06:00

I don't exactly know where my obsession with royalty comes from. But I really am obsessed. I just watched a two hour special about Queen Elizabeth II. As a little girl I never really pretended/daydreamed/wished that I was a princess or the secret heir to some far away regime being raised in secret by qualified gaurdians. I was more of a 'frontier girl', I wanted to be Laura Ingalls, and ride a horse "boy style" and be friends with the Indians.

I just watched a two hour special on Queen Elizabeth II. I don't care what people say, I like her. I think she is poised and elegant. [and if you listen to her, she's pretty funny]

ps. and I like her hats. and fancy china. and corgies.

New Toy.

2008-03-03T22:52:00.002-06:00

This is my first entry, and knowing me, probably my last for... oh, say a month or so. I got a new toy today. Its totally rad, and really cheesy, Its a National Geographic Kids Telescope. I bought it at Target for 20 bucks, and so far, I do not regret it.

I have only looked at one thing [my neighbors front porch] because its really overcast. I am taking an astronomy class. I saw saturn for the first time through a telescope last tuesday and I can't stop thinking about it. It was the most beautiful/surreal thing I have ever seen. To see such detail on something 800,000,000 miles away boggles my little mind. It makes you and your problems seem so insignifigant. Im not sure if thats a good thing or a bad thing.

2007-05-02T03:29:00.001-05:00

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