i've never been a jealous person, and i'll be damned if i start now. I feel like I was put in a position to be made jealous, but i refuse to be, I can't be, I'm not. I'm no longer attracted to this someone ... at all. I felt I've been put though this test, and I believed I've passed. Even thouh I care about you, I think that things have changed to a point that we don't really know each other anymore. I'm sick of being the 90% of the friendship. You owe me an apology. I know I will never get it, and thats ok. Sometimes I feel the apology there. Sometimes. . . not. . .
On another note, Beeville was amazing, the only thing I would change would be.... being in charge. I would love to go camping without ever being in charge. I want to sleep later, cook less and drink harder. But, then.... things wouldnt get done. .. no one would do anything. We would eat dirt sandwiches for breakfast. We would never leave or arrive anywhere.
I secretly like it, I like making sure everyone is taken care of. That everyone is having a good time, everyone is satisfied; the food is cooked, the drinks are full. I love being there.
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next time, let someone else be in charge. that way you can play and I guarantee stuff will still get done.
i should have been in front of pat in that picture, he is taller than i am.
i like dirt sandwiches.
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